blogging fever has gotten to me!

i hate being drawn to the common..but this has to be it, I NEED TO EXPRESS MYSELF! to share my thoughts, to share my life. enjoy seeing how the fever has spread and lodged itself into the Ultimately Stubborn Mule of chrissie.

France, the land of amour, ain't all that romantic in actual fact haha i just wished singapore had more scenery, less cookie cutter, less regimental. well, this is the place to be for hard-core FUN. like hellooo, a school group actually called for a meeting to plan parties!! c'est trés bizarre pour moi. what has this world come to..oh yeah i forgot, this is france and this will be my life for the next 6 mths. a place where everyone drinks 24/7 (alcoholic of course and mostly beer urgh) but not urgh anymore, i love the taste of it now *guilty grin* i love parties i love going crazy i love playing with snow i love wearing winter clothes i love brazilians i love the italians' gd looks but i miss being chinese, being asian. i'm embarrassed at not being proud of singapore. i'm embarrassed at not being able to speak chinese well anymore DARN.

more misses: i miss exercising i miss wearing colours i miss the sun i miss my bikini i miss la plage i miss my friends i miss my darling i miss downloading songs i miss using webcam damn the freaking school network!!! i miss roti prata and curry i miss hokkien mee.

regrets: regretting the time not spent with my Father, the missing times of singing praises and reading the word. of not being much of a shining light or a gd testimony.

but i'm gonna cherish this time here. gonna make it all fruitful and worthwhile. :)