i love binging. i love my milk and cereal. i love my butter and choc chip cookies. i love running away. i love not facing the problem. i love peanut butter crepes. i love my beers. i love watching my gilmore girls/smallville/desperate housewives and not thinking bout anything. and then i love jogging it all off. but why why why must you make me think about it. i'm on holiday. it's unfair. i'm unfair. so i should not drag you down anymore. but you'd never agree. i'm unwilling to make effort. i'm not convinced that i should. i'm damn double standards. help me cos i can't help that. i haven't settled down yet. you know that. i'm so not right for anything serious. taking things for granted now. wld it be the same when i'm back? you said you don't know me anymore. maybe tt's right. don't try to understand me. it's not easy. i'm complicated. it's only for pple who are committed to me. but here i go again. screwing things up. as always. can you take it?

过火 -- 在我眼里

是否对我承诺了太多

还是你原本给的就不够

我始终有千万种理由

你一直都跟随我的感受

让我疯 让我去放纵

你是多想再给我机会

多想问我究竟 爱谁

是你给我自由过了火