remember when you said that you don't wanna find anyone else already? when you said that you were tired of finding anyone new? you just got tired of the whole game..but i guess this is where i differ and explains the decisions/actions that i make. it just makes me feel so lousy about my character but this is just me. and this was you a few years ago.
but you know how i need you. only you know how weak i am, how unconfident i am of myself, how i deal with stress and problems.

rappellez-moi, "Je te connaissais avant meme de t'avoir formé dans le ventre de ta mère...Je sais bien quels projets je forme pour vous; et Je vous l'affirme: ce ne sont pas des projets de malheur mais des projets de bonheur. Je veux vous donner un avenir à espérer."

anyway i was watching the life story of Christian Dior on Krisworld and it seems that there are many stories of successful men who are very traditional and also a little eccentric in their ways. It formed the character of his designs and probably cos of that, enhanced his business strategy. it ain't that bad being traditional after all.